''I got a little black book, with my poems in...''
There's a world where I could get recognition
but I was always getting pushed down
I was a great kid with great ambition..
But no more Because...
I'm guilty of not breaking the silence.
So I had to get down at this young
And take the violence.
Being raped at 4 without realizing
And now I got to face him out
to be told that I was lying !
You just crossed the line
with your cocaine
It made you blind
I hope you die dad and in Vain
There's a world when I could get some affection.
But it didn't came from you.
And I know that neither did you.
but look what it happens when you're reflecting it to your son.
I know you where too young when your fathers died.
12 years old is too young to lose his familly.
But you can't kill the pain with acohol, are you out of your mind.
But Mom I've lost you much faster with your deeds.
Don't tell me I'm crazy.
Go fuck yourself!
I was different, Maybe.
but you didn't need to leave me in those cells!!
hope you kill yourself and I want to be there.
I can't do it myself it doesn't belongs to me.
Maybe,I understand, your life isn't being fair.
But You didn't had you reflect this on me.
But you did.
I ruined it too because I'm a sinner
Sex, drugs, alcohol, Juvenile prison and everything else I've passed through
I'm just the results of you father.....
........of you mother.
I'm facing you but it turns that I'm facing myself ..
I got a little black book with my poems in..
you'll see, it is on the shelf..
and now.. in this new world I'll be living
At the end I still got to love you