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torsosmy symbiote vents
invective shapes that
don't count
implant that silver
spoon of yours of
shining stars these
impressions not indelible
though damn near

I'll control the flow
in and out and
into you, screwy
doctor flurry
of inactivity
a talisman
against sight I could
press this button and
reactivate it I
could yell
so loud
it smashes us to pieces

and round and round
and round I'd go,
going
and glowing

MotherLook to your children
See the job you've done
One of them is trembling
The other one has gone

Storm Lightning
Fast
Bright
Crying
Screaming

Thunder
Sl ow
Thoughtful
Boom ing
Yelling

Together they make the rain,
That brings life to the land.

Together they bring the sto

For DadWe walk together,
I keep your hand,
So strong, and soft, and warm.
It's so nice feeling
It pours my heart with happiness and love,
And I feel so safe, and secure, and confident.
I want to hold it,
And never let out.

Please protect me,
Hold me tight,
Hug and hide,
From cruel world,
From cold wind,
From these impudent eyes.
I'm your little girl.

And even though I always lacked you,
And you'll never answer my questions,
I love you...

Sweet meetingIn this summer night I look up and see
Stars twinkle in the night sky
I really wish sometimes I could fly
To visit everyone that's dear to me
Especially I would meet this one person
That doesn't live too far away
And as this certain song starts to play
I really hope things didn't worsen
The next morning I decided to go
To the person that I would love to see
I hope that this certain someone still likes me
But that's what I wanted to know
The person that I wanted to meet
This certain someone waited for me
And I was also very happy to see
That this person still had a smile so sweet
Now tears of happiness are streaming down
Happiness is overflowing me
But the all of a sudden I see
That this person started to frown
"But why are you here?" This person asks in a whisper
And I smiled so bright hugged at her tight
"You see, I made a promise last night
That I wanted to visit you my dear sister"

oh spaceoh space I spot in you
suns
slow explosions

build bomb-shelter
underground where it's at

I had coin
that was mine
I had plants
they withered

my mother skull
I look
inside

I wipe my tears
there's no such thing

it sounds it is
as if
the gods were
mad at us
it's set
it's

small animals
in laboratories

it's spelled wrong

I could not find
where else
or the spine

Pool Of WonderWhy is it that I still come to her aid?
Why is it that I still do things for her and she doesn't recognize it?
Why do I still try to show her things that I know but she sees it as nonsense?
Why do I put up with her?

I lend her something of mine and she insults it by calling it "Ugly". Something that is artistic.
She thinks that what she says is true but she can't prove it just by what she sees.
I tell her my side of the story, yet it is like talking to a wall.

She doesn't listen to me nor understand me. I speak clearly and explain, but she still glares at me.
I don't know what else to do but to keep trying to make her understand. There is

CollegeIt’s awesome how a year has changed me.
One moment I decided to change,
And I went and did it.

I now have Determination.

It’s amazing how that little change helped me.
Lots of people think I’m fun,
And it made me see the good in myself.

I now have Confidence

But it’s sad when I go back to the old places.
No one knows how I’ve changed,
And they refuse to see me any different.

I now have to prove them wrong.

Dear motherI will leave you now.
Don't cry, cause the sun will be clouded if it finds out.

I will find my way so,
Don't guide me cause the ravens won't let you do that.

I will be safe
So don't worry about me, cause you and sis will inspire me to continue
But..

If you cry

If you guide me

If this is still worrying you.

I will be there so you can cry on my shoulder
I will let you guide me
I will call you every time I cry

Because I love you.

On the ContraryShould I be sorry for hurting you?
I knew it was the wrong thing to do
I'm the one you fall onto
Not the one who pushes you to the edge
After all
I'm your perfect one
I didn't lie on the floor
Of the apartment hall
Taking the seed of an illegitimate child
I didn't swallow the cancer at age fourteen
I didn't crush up the fine white crystals
And send myself into oblivion
I wasn't the one who
Took a hand to your throat
Fists to your ribs
Knife to your heart
I just lived a thousand miles away
Under the roof of the scum that dared
To look down upon you
To see you for who you really were all along
With all the vile rottenness
You desperately tried

things on fireblurred out who
saw smashing
blonde of
irritation melding
with the space surrounding
I
deserve it

if I could I would
stop
stop
stopping
to see something
happen
a voyeur a luminant
tangle of wires
computations
that come through so garbled
as to be unintelligible still

it'll do / I'll do
/ things on fire
I'll try to spell my name
and figure out
my age

I'm unsure

how much I've held
or hold
or how to loosen
my grip

LearningMy son troubles his teachers
Because he thinks too quickly
In lightning strokes of understanding
Leaping ahead
Impatient
Ideas are symbols, ever changing
Concepts dance, recombine
Body and mind
Moving, moving
No time to write
Catching words
Pinning them painfully to the page
In cursive strokes?
No.
He would rather run
Fight
Laugh
Leap
Thoughts move too fast to capture
On a static page

My daughter troubles her teachers
Because she leaves the classroom
Her body stays quietly
But she has gone to the moon
Or across the street
Or into the body of a bird in flight
Words trouble her
They shift and tumble
Senseless, disorderly
Pictures, movies, soun

Painend The creepypasta

I must tell you, frankly, buy the new Pokemon Black game online, has been the worst decision of my life. You will soon understand why.

A couple of months ago, I made this mistake: I got my Pokémon Black game, buying it online ... Here it all started.

One morning after breakfast, the postman knocked on my door. I knew exactly what was coming, they had been waiting for his arrival for about three weeks. Infinite patience I had to get the precious (precious, I thought so at first) game, was rewarded at last. I opened the door, I signed papers and got my package. Since that time felt, at the same time the joy of having it, an ominous fee

ExpectationsTonight is the great night!
Tonight Vicki will finally return!
He promised to get it for me.
A replica of the awesomest weapon ever!
Only a few minutes left.
Oh this is so exciting!
A real replica of the famous Kyle!
The sword wielded by you, the White Warrior!
I have all your posters, trading cards,
And even a blood sample of all your victims!
Cozly I'm also wearing the original 4-V-Costume.
Made of 100% elven leather!
The only thing missing now is Kyle!
When I have him I can be just like you,
Move like you, fight like you!
Dance, crush and slash!
Oh I wish I could hold Kyle in my hands right now!
His ebony grip and blade forged of the fines

Aren't daddy's just dandyI sense the presence
of raindrops, kissing the cusp curves of my neck
as some collect in the dip of my collar bones
and slip off the cliff of my shoulders
until finding home in my palms
I feel them move smoothly,
perusing my body
like fish swimming
down stream,
searching for an ocean more open
than the ponds of my palms,
I clasp my hands around them
in attempt to capture their company,
but even the raindrops leave me
just
like
you
did.

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Revealing the dark
Inside.

She is so beautiful
She makes me feel
Alive.

Hello, I love you...
Hello, I love you...

Last cigaretsI smoked the last cigaret.
I inhaled as deep as I can get.
I could get rid of it,
But I dont want to satisfy you...

RoadThere is no way to follow
When you are on the road
you are the only
who choose your way
evidently.

intersection...
left or right?
life and death or simply death?

Go straight and you will be nowhere
Lost,
empty.
Who cares...

Not me

The dawn of eternitythe dawn of eternity.

the dawn of eternity walks with the crazy.
the one,
who still fading away.
the other who thinks alone.

omen,
omen that we don't have.
bloody shades in the path.
without smile and without laughs.
is cut in half.

she's not eternal she is just vanity.
As i think eternity.
rhyme with.
insanity.
at this dawn you will realize.
that you won't never be free.

the dawn of eternity walks with the crazy.
I want walk with them.
I want my name remembered.
I know I can face him.
But I'll never be free.
because, like the others who tried.
I will probably fall into insanity.

the dawn of eternity walks with the craz

Hotel California

''On a dark desert highway, cool wind in my hair
Warm smell of colitas, rising up through the air
Up ahead in the distance, I saw a shimmering light
My head grew heavy and my sight grew dim
I had to stop for the night
There she stood in the doorway;
I heard the mission bell
And I was thinking to myself,
’this could be heaven or this could be hell’
Then she lit up a candle and she showed me the way
There were voices down the corridor,
I thought I heard them say...

Welcome to the hotel california
Such a lovely place
Such a lovely face
Plenty of room at the hotel california
Any time of year, you can find it here

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by ~ReAlRocKa, Jul 13, 2008, 9:16:56 PM
Literature / Poetry / Family Life / Free Verse

''I got a little black book, with my poems in...''
Pink Floyd.

DaD
There's a world where I could get recognition
but I was always getting pushed down
I was a great kid with great ambition..
But no more Because...

I'm guilty of not breaking the silence.
So I had to get down at this young
And take the violence.
Being raped at 4 without realizing
And now I got to face him out
to be told that I was lying !

You just crossed the line
with your cocaine
It made you blind
I hope you die dad and in Vain

MoM
There's a world when I could get some affection.
But it didn't came from you.
And I know that neither did you.
but look what it happens when you're reflecting it to your son.

I know you where too young when your fathers died.
12 years old is too young to lose his familly.
But you can't kill the pain with acohol, are you out of your mind.
But Mom I've lost you much faster with your deeds.

Don't tell me I'm crazy.
Go fuck yourself!
I was different, Maybe.
but you didn't need to leave me in those cells!!

hope you kill yourself and I want to be there.
I can't do it myself it doesn't belongs to me.
Maybe,I understand, your life isn't being fair.
But You didn't had you reflect this on me.
But you did.

Myself
I ruined it too because I'm a sinner
Sex, drugs, alcohol, Juvenile prison and everything else I've passed through
I'm just the results of you father.....
........of you mother.

Epilogue--------------------------------------------------
I'm facing you but it turns that I'm facing myself ..
I got a little black book with my poems in..
you'll see, it is on the shelf..
and now.. in this new world I'll be living

At the end I still got to love you

Fuck you.

yesMy life ''Read desc''by ~ReAlRocKa

Literature / Poetry / Family Life / Free Verse

This is a big poem with 4 chapter including an epilogue of a suicide I've tried to commit long ago.
This letter was for everybody to know why I killed myself.
It didn't worked, the rope broked, and I wanted to less suffer.

If you read it I want you to comment it , please.
If it doesn't apply to grammatical (errors) just let me know and I be pleased to correct it (for me).
everything that I wrote actually hapenned so don't judge me, laugh about it, or simply comment that it didn't veritably happenned (because your gonna get in big shit)
...

This is the story of my life and I didn't include the one who actually, loved me and saved my life.

To final this description I want to say everything I said about them Is actually what I want them, and what I think of them.

thanks.

!Poetic-Chick Jul 15, 2008 Writer

This is a very deep and intense poem. Screw the grammer!! It's excellent!! I could almost feel your pain through the words.

~IIIXandaP Jul 14, 2008 Hobbyist Digital Artist

Bah a couple grammar faults but its great in general

.

Well, that's about all I have to say, keep it up.

!Synith Jul 13, 2008

I'm not sure what to say on this since it's personal. I'd give it a critq, but I think it wouldn't be appropriate given the nature of this.

I wish you the best in life. I know what it's like because I've been at the state you were at many a time. Something somewhere keeps me breathing. Perhaps it's in the air, or the look elderly men give me, or a kind gesture from a stranger, or hug from a loved one. Something out there. Somewhere.

Much love for this.

Synith.

~LeftMeHollow Jul 13, 2008

Props dude, but you should look it over and fix the spelling errors. Keep it up!

~SoSaxy Jul 13, 2008

Wow. That's a very intense poem. It's got a lot of anger in it and when i read it i got these mixed emotions of smug "i win, you lose" feelings and then a realization of the fact that to face them and get back at them you had to face yourself too. I like it a lot. Good Job.

~ReAlRocKa Jul 13, 2008 Writer

thank for your comment

~doki-kunai Jul 13, 2008 Writer

wow man, thats some deep shit. all I can say is I hope things are different now. well written

~SullenExile Jul 13, 2008

other then the few grammar errors. I think its good. very heart felt and painful. but still well done.

~ReAlRocKa Jul 13, 2008 Writer

thanks but I know you knew the story

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